He Needs Fun Companionship (Adventure) Ladies, . He gets little of the Nurse Nightengale treatment. It was so assuring for me to read your story bc Ive been feeling like theres no way to make it work. Again. They need legitimate help, not platitudes. I cant explain to you how much relief Ive felt in finding your article. Sorry, for the preamble but I am struggling to cope with my situation and wondered whether there has been any commentary from other ADHD sufferers (tea-total) who have a similar problem with their partners addiction/disorder? Hard thing to do I guess even if how much we wanted them to cope up. Only one mental-health expert I found acknowledged the potential impact of ADHD on the spouse. I have been pulling the lions share of the financial weight for the household (we moved in together two years ago). Ghosting is done by many of us living with bipolar disorder, especially during bipolar depressive episodes. He wants to make me feel good too when the absolute last thing I want to do with 16 staples in my abdomen is move.at all. Just.what?? Thank you, Dr. I feel sometimes everything is stripped of personal choices. I have been reading this blog, some of the posts on the ADHD partner group, books, online articles, forum comments, etc. Hi everyone, I am in my early 20s and my boyfriend of 1.5 years broke up with me because he's depressed. I thought that, with time, we could work on finding better coping strategies together. However, the times where I start to lose it is. As a result he has created a lot of distance between us and has become even more irresponsible to the point that we are in a financial crisis over missed work and unpaid bills. They are exhausting themselves in order to compensate for their partners poorly managed ADHD symptoms. This misguided advice does not come from experts. My husband received a text from a friend to confirm plans they had made while we were sitting in heavy conversation with the very people who had abused and neglected me, and he was worried about having put off this friend too long. Its BOGUS. To help heal your ADHD relationship dysfunction, you might find these resources helpful: Thank you for reading this long, but important, post. Second book? It is hard enough to find someone to spend time with.. Dont make a mountain out of a mole Hill and get on with your life. Sometimes. The best thing you can do in that regard is getting educated in what you are up against and how best to help your partner to see the light about ADHD. Hi Gina, thank you so much for your book. Im 6yrs into the chaos & I am at my breaking point. (Lying repeatedly, drinking too much, cheating while travelling, being clued out and not bothering (his words) when he needed to care in important situations, gaslighting, back stabbing, coming on to my women friends and trying to gossip about me, being an unengaged parent so I needed to do it all.) It took several months for me to realize, and for him to understand, that he was being a jerk by refusing to help me with the boards. Copyright Notice and Medical Disclaimer After almost 20 years together, Im clear that there is a deep down kindness in my husband. By this point I was already . So if he does something that hurts me, even if it doesnt make sense to him, nothing triggers me worse than not being listened to and told that my feelings are invalid somehowthe way he told me that I was being selfish and ungrateful for being hurt and disappointed with his behavior on that difficult trip. 5. Feelings are very important. Hi again, Probably both. I began taking Concerta at that time,and it did help, but major damage had already been done, and it was not reversible. She asked me never to contact her again; after, in an effort to show me far more caring and attentive help than I deserved, she offered to help me clean my apartment and do some meal prep. This is a different relationship and I guess Im just looking for answers of some kind. My fiance was diagnosed this year, and from where Im standing, the diagnosis seems to have exacerbated the problem. Im so glad I came across this article, I really appreciate your work. So its strange to read this after those fresh ponderings. Compared to when I started, in the late 1990s, we are going backward. I updated my fear scenario around being unable to rely upon him in an emergency. I expressed this, that I couldnt believe he didnt come straight to me. I swore Id just been depressed for a while, and it had caused the problems, and the ADHD meds wouldnt help. But one can go on fighting battles, one after another, without sufficient recovery time, only so long. I knew how worried and guilty he felt about this, so I expressed a lot of compassion, and tried to reassure him that his friend would understand. girlfriends or affiliates in church callings etc I would not give up on him.as to never accepting the diagnosis. Be there for them in big and small ways because even if they do not recognize it at first, trust me, it will make a difference. While Adderall works best for some, for many others, it lessens insight, increases irritability, grandiosity, and tunnel vision. There might be little left to cope with a partners brain-based challenges, and thats important to know. One particularly negative repetitive pattern involved my fear that my husband (the ADHD partner in our marriage) would be incapableand even disinterestedin caring for me should I become sick or disabled, even temporarily. To wit: Will this strategy help your relationship? Ive used the I feel statements to handle that in the past. I got to the hospital and came to. But when nothing else is working, its time to remember, ADHD is a diagnosis, and ADHD is potentially the most impairing outpatient mental-health condition. I have regular weekly therapy where even my therapist says that i have therapy just to vent about my husbands lack of effort, emotional maturity, self awareness and continuous disregard for how his ADD and fractured executive functioning affect me and the family. If not for her or your sake for her sons. They might have poor insight to their challenges, also called denial.. Copyright 2023 ADHD Roller Coaster Gina Pera | As an Amazon Associate, I earn from qualifying purchases. We take each person as they come, seeing that person and not a stereotype of ADHD. Ive tackled this topic for years, in my writing and in my presentations to the public and clinicians, from San Francisco to Turkey. Still, I didnt understand my condition to communicate that I even had neurotypical challenges to deal with, let alone explain the scope of potential symptoms. You are currently caring for your father with dementia; my heart goes out to you there. After allI had said I think I might need to go to the hospital. He can be amazing but all the bad stuff is undoing the good and he doesnt ever see it. Its true that some people with ADHD can be loving, kind, and generous, as you write. She has integrated these ADHD behaviors into her sense of self, rather than seeing the negative parts of ADHD behavior as areas to improve, and if Im not 100% capitulating to her mode of operation, then I dont love her for who she is, and Im crushing her soul. But over time, as it heated up, your ability to get out of the pot diminished. Its going to therapy to try to manage a grown man. Its just managing that pesky ADHD bit that got in the way. Yesterday, I took a protracted, ungraceful, and painful fall in the garage. I had to recognize and accept that I was a worthwhile person who deserved a happier intimate partnership. He was called to come pick me up, he looked at me with disgust at this inconvenience. I really appreciate it. My ex-wife was not concerned that I would or could not care for her in an emergency (I can hyperfocus enough to do that), but was frightened by a pattern of what she saw as self-willed inattention, laziness and failure. And thats good enough for now. Then I extended that lifeline to others in my7 ADHD Partner group. Thank you for detailing your experience, so eloquently. I know I love him, I love some of his ADHD traits, and there are some I most likely nagged about. Where did my compassionate nurturing partner go? My co-moderator is a fast talker but not a fast thinker. That morning, as I limped to the back of the house, seeking solace, I decided to momentarily ignore my husbands put-upon-sounding sigh. Then we started having trouble; I began to take minor errors I made way too seriously, overreacting with severe self-loathing and the resultant behaviours, not being attentive to her minor issues or concerns, which all relationships have. I find your story heartbreaking. Please take care of yourself and invite the church circle people to spend a week at your house, with your husband in charge of everything. But I am fairly sure youd have had answers sooner. If youre in Australia, Ive heard from more than a few folks once optimistic about ADHD treatment see it drain away due to taking Dexedrine. J is 37 and wants so much more in life including a wife and family. Feelings have a beginning, middle, and an end. I have been existing in great distress and trauma. What I discovered since that (shocking) phone call was, yes, seeking therapy is a good thing. If your relationship is strong now, it can be that much stronger and happier. You and your wife deserve better. Cant he see that we had made these plans together first, and that in fact he was cutting our plans short to see this friend, that this was really important and I needed him to be there for me? She cannot fix your adhd, nor should she be forced to absorb it. The last chapter in my first book (Is It You.) I was drugged and experienced a life-changing improvement in my behaviour, professionalism, emotional regulation, but regrettably hadnt sought other methods or tactics to deal with behavioural issues before meeting her because I didnt understand that ADHD is more than just being a goofy, silly, hyperactive, extrovert. At any rate, Im glad you could convince your husband that filling the holes was important to you. And Ive asked my husband to YES go to the gym and if Im not done when he gets home, please help me just DO it He made sure to put food next to me before he left Im learning to appreciate those things. I wrote my book for people like you.who need a comprehensive course in Adult ADHD, including its potential effects on the partners and the range of evidence-based strategies. These things are still just awful, but the ability to maintain closeness throughout makes all the difference in the world. Being attentive to each other's needs. Let your emotions settle about how life could have been different to this point, if only youd known earlier, if only hed pursued treatment. Dont take a gamble that another mental-health professional who doesnt understand ADHD will play fast and loose with your life. She has a (failing) business. I cannot rely on him I cannot trust him with anything! 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